u can call it disgusting

N
made my day by knocking u out

poppin pills,ridin dirty n fuckin ur wife

ha

ur nothing to my swag, u lower than lowercase

dont worry bitch i know how blood tastes

ur just first face on my book, n if they keep bookin

i keep my deep killin, just killed that nine

im just so drilled over ur soul, mm it needs some more drillin

firs fault, shit i havent even started u already on bench?

shades, shoes, belt n u got a secont fault.

I just keep rippin em faces off, hostages kept-none alive

i kill em all, dont worry i do it fast n crucial til fall

rebound, bitch i keep fighting, u tought i was gone ye?

nah, its just second quarter, im a white martian, first writer, hoes killin motherfucker

if sun shines, its time for some chests diggin

diggin it with a motherfuckin bat, u stupid? use a clock.

time tells always truth, dont belive in none other

she used to give me nice heads, now ima send em in boxes

so doctor, can u save him? "No, hes gone, we r sorry, we couldnt save him."

no damage made, just made my day tho, if u call that sad story, we can pay

lost another baby, they just so weak, met another lady but thisone not keeper

cuz, remember? im a soul seeker

u keepin faults and cry if we take ur meaning

third one made summernight so cold, corpses risin while feedin

excuse me, should i keep it not so "u dont like it"? this is life bitch

I keep it the way i like, so others can scream and puke

i dont give a fuck, i keep givin punches, killin every crosser

wear my power source like a bible, ima saint with a fork n tail

that one sure was something, yeah it was forth, u can call it whatever you like tho

cuz baby we mix u and all of yall in that soup, we certainly connectin dots

its a largest plane, dont let that disturb u, didt u use to love it big?

oops, grindin every pole, thnx-got mine polished n fixed, nicely licked

and we got a fift one, now u done

go dressing, i keep ur dress u can keep my mark of fist.

Pale faces.

wiz made a nice song

I'm tired of arguing and fighting girl

every night you keep callin me with the same shit

I'm goin insane

I swear I love you but this ain't right for us

I never thought it would end this way, its gonna kill me to say

but you gotta..

pack your stuff, leave my keys, get your shit, gotta go

to have to shape and mold you I admit was my mission but everything went wrong there
cuz you start actin different
the day you ran up on me I was smokin, chillin
swore you was tryin to roll ain't know I was so appealin
fast forward I'm on the road, you at home
callin me back, forth
can't deal with this relationship but this what you asked for,
ask for them pictures of them bitches,
Shit, I probably wouldn't be wit em if your ass wasn't trippin,
not to mention you actin' like a kid, is the fuck shit I gotta deal wit
send a text, leave me a message try not to listen bring a wrap, you was the main player,
I had to bench you when I showed yo ass how to ball that Louie I bought it all.

Gone on the road and I'm hardly home on the weekend
you'll be blowin my phone up, try to see who I'm seein
but I'm chasin this paper, so for this paper I'm reachin
might fuck one or two bitches but don't consider it cheatin
I consider the fact I will break up anyway, anyway
based on all the shit that you don't appreciate..
me switchin states, workin hard, meetin dates
n you were thinkin everything was sweet, piece of cake.
well that all changed
what we had was big but you gonna miss the small things..
n that lil cash I spent, that was small change, but above all things,
I still love you but I gotta do my own thing.. 

Everything was all good then went all bad and no I don't think bout the times that we had cuz...

im hard to follow cuz all of yall

Suht ammu pole kirjutanud, a pole nagu midagi mõttes ka olnud..seega...nüüd nati siis tegemistest..
kolmapäevast tegin juba nädalavahetusega algust, jah minu nädalavahetus algab sellega kui sõidan rakvere linnapiiridest sisse. no kolmapäeval sõitsin ringi suht lamp..suht lamp öö ja jutud..neljap pelasime kossu, no ausalt üteldes hakkab juba mängupilt ette tulema..enam ei tundu lambi tõmblemine korviall..ano arenguruumi on :D siis õhtal väiksed õlled väiksed grillid. i shouldnt, but i did it. sry whoever thought it was weird.well seda lauset saaks selle nädalavahetuse kohta veel nii mõneski kohas kasutada. arvan et kasutan ka. no nii ära märkimise pärast...öösel tsekkasin exclusive üle..ffs pole enne mina nii tühja klubi näinud:D...siis no jalutasin nati..ega väga targemaks saanud aga no misteha..aa siin kohal jälle sry whoever thought it was weird. noh keegi ei teagi sellest midagi aga ok, endajaoks rohkem. reedel oli hommikul juba siuke tunne et päev läheb valesti..ma ei mäleta mida päeval tegin a õhtu..no hakkasin jooma sõbrannaga ja siis tuli veel sõpru juurde ja isaga pidime klubisse minema..ano..tänud tõesti mu mälule..ja arst veel ütles "ära siis ära unusta et alkohool hakkab eriti kergelt pähe kui sa ei suuda ilma olla". hah noh selge. mul oli ikka reaalselt paha olla..mälu0 ja jutud. laup ärkasin jumalast sodi veel..nii ilus ilm oli et tahtsin kohe võskale minna..no mõeldud tehtud..aa jälle sry whoever thought it was weird. siis tagasitulles tundsin kuidas pohmakas tripib oma kõige kõrgemal haripunktis. nii..siis päeva jooksul...sry whoever thought it was weird.sry whoever thought it was weird.sry whoever thought it was weird.sry whoever thought it was weird.sry whoever thought it was weird.sry whoever thought it was weird. hästi mitu korda...ja õhtul läksin sandri poole grilli tegema, millega tuli mul meelde et 1 rest on temakäes veel millele pidin pühap järgi minema :D. nii siis läksin ühe kolmanda sõbrannaga välja..no nii kuskil 12-1 aeg. mõtlesime et lähme võskale tähti vaatama..jälle mõeldud tehtud..aa siinkohal ma seda lauset ei kasuta, jep ja nii ongi ning jääbki. siis kuskil hommikul olime tagasi rkv juba ja läksin ka sleepi ära... pühap möödus sõpradega..ülihead sõbrad mul ikka :D:D kunagi vist igav ei hakkaks kellegil kui tal oleks niukesed sõbrad :D ano ja õhtul muidugi panin fail...no mitte fail aa lõppes küll..sry whoever thought it was weird. tra nii vaadatuna tundun ma endale ka imelik :S. aga ffs keegi ei saa süsteemile pihta ju...ma üritan aga hui laseb. ükstapuha kummale poole ei lase. seega samas chillax, kõik on kontrolli all na. see on minu pea ja mis seal sees toimub on minu asi. teised ei peaks nüüd küll sp solvuma v lolliks minema lambist ano..see on rkv. sry whoever thought it was weird.

Inimesed on nii vaid enesele mõtlevad, et jääb tunne, et nad ei mõtlegi ise endale.

i've loved her forever, sry

never expected that when many-many doors close, its only matter of time when one FUCKING HUGE gate opens. thnx haters, lovers, friends, other ppl and some i-dont-know-you-actually peeps..i made it, i think im in a freakin heaven lol...tonight..uuh, made not only my day, but made the whole year !

10

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10 nights thinkin bout u
10 nights full of regret and pain
10 nights continuous high
10 nights of sorrow
10 nights ive made it without u
10 nights wonderin if u even feel smthin
10 nights ive cryed
10 nights real friends been there 4 me
10 nights ive tryn to feel smthin else
10 nights already over, so ive already failed
10 nights...gon be the same
10 nights after that, i double doses
10 nights ive heard alot of noises
10 nights u sayn word "friends"
10 nights thinkin what u said
10 nights wishin u never did it
10 nights i bet u tought ill be over
10 nights its been now
10 nights and its not so
10 nights ive called alot of hoes
10 nights i couldnt finish it tho
10 nights...and not even once
10 nights ive been sure, ive let gone THE ONE !

How can something so right, go so wrong

I used to love her. 

Fuck it, I still do. 

Cuz love never die. 

But it can kill you. 

I pray to heaven sky that it never kill me.

You thought I was fucking every little freak. 

But darling, I was raised by a real woman, that ain't the real me.

And when I lay down to sleep. 

I feel like I have died, I can be carried out, and buried now. 

But here me now. 

I am here and now. 

So appealing til I dissapear, but still it got me feeling like...Im in fear.

I know you probably don't care bout' where my heart is. 

But just to let you know its where yours is!

Sellist brakedowni pole juba pikka aega olnud...fml. emo3000

That's What They Call

Man, I aint got nothing but some pussy and some paper

I keep a bad bitch like a muthafucking laker

I don’t love them hoes, fuck that pussy till its aching.

We don’t need no navigation, we go where the money takes us

Muthafucking fools, like the first of fucking April

I aint never been a pussy, have you ever been in pussy

Thats so muthafucking good, feel like a treasure in a pussy

I’m a shovel in a pussy, or devil to them pussy

Spill the champagne on them pussies

Yeah, same shit different rest room

Stop playing, I turn ya chest into a flesh wound

Ha, you would never guess who in my guest room.

They say fuck me, then Karma came

And since my case, I got my guns in my momma name.

And I stay high bitch, fly like the largest plane

You Captain save a ho, cuffin like a sargeant man

Duck tape on the handle of my pistol nigga

And I don’t spit no more I drool like a retarded man

Shawty on my lap, watch me pump pump up the party man

Dont you hold a grudge cause your bitch chose me, I’m sorry man.

gon' trip alot now

WUT?!




Higher u aim higher u get? but if my aiming is random and im tripin higher than clouds, how high am i aiming then actually? soon all this thinking is over, i promise. man, pills put me where i belong tho and noone can pull me down then, u see? fucking ridiculous. whats fucking ridiculous eh? this whole thing - me, you, them, she, he... everyone. u try to be bigger person here, u try to accomplish success, u try, try and try... and shit goes down..always. its like some kind of curse or like that. things are so attached..those strings like never holding nothing up-if one goes bad others follow...ive learned that law by now. ou u can be sure. so...if u already failed at something..u gon fail at anything else...where is the point of retrying or wtf that means "getting back on feet"? like.. u rly have to go straight to the bottom to get another chance? wtf is this world? kind a weird aint it? I know blablablaaa things gon change and it eventually go uphill but what I supposed to do meanwhile? i just dont get it. maybe i never ment to learn that, how to hold thing up when fire starts.


veits weird olla. no reede olid kõik need õhulossid veel püsti.. pean tunnistama üsna vägev reede siis seekord sai joodud, mjaus ja teatrikas käidud..väga chill. laup esimese hooga oli plaan niikaua juua et ei saaks enam arugi kuspool maa ja kuspool taevas. siis otsustasin et ei ole pointti nagunii oleks edasi mjausse ja seal oleks täispeaga üli fucked olnud..lasin parem teistel rahulikult pidutseda jne. aitab ka teiste elude mäkerdamisest. Kinda funny on see et ma jälle mingi kurdan siin..mul poleks nagu muud tehagi. aga noo las siis olla nii kui nii on juba. laup õhtuks olin veendumuses et mõned parimad sõbrad > täis joomine. seega olin üldiselt rahul et ei järginud esialgset mustrit. selliste situatsioonide jaoks juba jah..enamvähem oma rituaalid välja kujunenud. juu see oli siis erinev. eiteagi. haiget tegi ikka sama palju. sama fucked tundub kõik. justkui oleks ikka väga sama..eitea. this thing gon mark me forever tho. ohjah..gotta love tattoos. varsti ei pea ma millegi pärast ikka põdema...fuck this shit.. ei pea kannatama enam. "I'm high all day, u can call this shit a long flight". kokkuvõttes juhtus ikka jõlepalju sitta selle nädalavahetusega..ei hakka siin lähemalt küll rääkima aga jh..ütleme nii et kerge pole. kõik nagu ikka ühte aukku. olgu aitab ka...


Fuck is up, beat him up, like a million uppercuts
Got a million duffled up for the fuck of it
Shit, get on my level, you can't get on my level
You will need a space shuttle or a ladder that's forever
However I'm better if not now, then never
Don't you ever fix ya lips unless you 'bout to suck my dick
Bitch swallow words, taste my thoughts
And if it's too nasty, spit it back at me
Two more inches I'd have been in that casket
According to the doctor I could have died in traffic

ei mingit pühendamist..lihtsalt mulle meeldib see lugu niiväga viimasel ajal!

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